dreaming

my dream last night was a big illusion. why? because, maybe it will never happen. although I know it is not I who decide whether something is going to happen or not. It was a beautiful dream. I really want to dream it could happen. I want to be a case of those who have someone who care about them. whether this is something that redundant? I think not. because this is the proper thing for everyone. O Allah grant my wish. amin

something inexpressible

heloooo00000 everybody.
after so long without writing in blogger, now this paper is something that I want to express to them:

I am tired of all the things I have to face now. all this is not fun, but quite the contrary. This is not something I was not expected. I am sorry to have fallen in a hole that one. I really want to be able to repeat back the clock. time when I could return to feel the beauty of being a teenager without having to think about things too much. why regret always comes too late.